I can't remember when I lost that degree of control over my emotions. Perhaps all those times back then when I thought I was letting go I was merely pushing aside everything I felt behind the proverbial door, letting it swell, pile up. This is the result.
I will probably delete this in a while. I cannot bear to look at anything I have written in this state of mind. I feel another wave of anxiety coming over.
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